我和“你”的星座配对=）

尼！！！
看看我们的星座配对！！！

水瓶 vs 天秤
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2008年11月30日　　　来源:Tom 专稿

配对评分：100　天生的一对

星座比重：52：48

解析：

瓶子和秤子都给人变化莫测、忽冷忽热的感觉，虽然原因不相同，但彼此却能产生互动，形成默契，尤其在真正交往之后的心态也与其它组合不同，会给对方很大的空间，并且双方也和谐、平顺，不会因此而疏离。你们之间是属于心灵交流式的恋情。

源自：http://astro.tom.com/school/index.html

想要知道自己与另一半的星座配对，可以游览以上的网址。=）

“倾诉”

倾诉的含义是什么

据我所了解
倾诉 是你遇到了什么不开心的
就会跟身边的人诉苦

不过 我想这个的含义要改变了
倾诉 好像跟“在他人的背后说他的坏话”的意思很相近

你跟人家倾诉
他或许会把你的诉苦转义成“你在讲他人的坏话”
间接的
他又将你的“诉苦”传达给其他人
到最后
你就成为了他们的敌人

现在的人 有各种各样
最恐怖的是 那些双面人
在你面前讲一套
在你后面作另一套
人是他 鬼也是他

或许
你是太傻了 很轻易的相信他人
所以
对他人并没存有防戒心

这个想法
恐怕要改变了
再也没有所谓真诚的人了
有什么不开心的
通通往自己的肚子里塞

不能顶的时候
或是适合的时候
把它呕出来
或是以任何方式排泄出来
（记得，不要让自己得了忧郁症！）

只能相信你自己
没有所谓的好人了
因为好人 已经是少之又少了

人性 越来越虚弱了

我的分析

今天又看了我的星座的分析，如下。。。

天秤座终极完美分析

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光

几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：

天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。

但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。

的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。

而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。

但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。

因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。

他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。

他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？

我懒得。。。这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬。所以他们并不是很喜欢参加。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。

通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢君子之交清淡如水。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。

较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了。。他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。

他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨。。太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？

他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。

天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

也是蛮准的。。

得罪过的 多多谅解

October Baby

Few days ago received a mail description about month of birth... and the following description is my birth month...which is OCTOBER... hehhee....

-------October Baby-----------

1. Loves to chat.
2. Loves those who love them.
3. Loves to take things at the centre.
4. Inner and physical beauty.
5. Lies but doesn't pretend.
6. Gets angry often.
7. Treats friends importantly.
8. Brave and fearless.
9. Always making friends.
10. Easily hurt but recovers easily.
11. Daydreamer.
12. Opinionated.
13. Does not care to control emotions.
14. Unpredictable.
15. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

After reading this description, I found that it is quite true to describe myself... hahaa.. Of course, I don't agree some of it lar.. and the rest one... you guys analyze yourself lar... hahhaa... =)

家乡的一首诗

还记得N星期前，收到了这样的一个手机短讯：

北京大，上海富，不如實兆遠的一顆樹，　
香港街，美國路，不比實兆遠的十字路，　
玫瑰花，牡丹花，就像實兆遠的甜木瓜，　
茨廠街，唐人街，好過去走拜四街，　　　
天有情，地有情，實兆遠人到哪哪都行，　
謹以此信獻給所有實兆遠人。　　

不知道是来自什么人的诗
原来还能够把实兆远形容得这么美
呵呵

可是
现在的实兆远
建了很多建筑物 车道也改善得很多
改变了不少


依然
回到自己的家
还是有家乡的味道

人性

一些人 只是顾着自己
一些人 不会去体谅别人

一些人 只会看到别人的缺点
却 看不到自己的缺点
然后 就会抱怨这个 抱怨那个
到头来 其实自己也在做着跟那个人一样的东西
没什么两样

一些人 觉得自己做的 都是对的
他们都是从自己的角度去衡量
然而 事情并不简单

一些人 只会开口命令别人做东西
自己却没做好自己的本分
过后 还埋怨他人对他不好

一些人 用人不用本（晒人唔晒本）
从来没有考虑到他人的苦衷
还拼命堆东西填满他人的空间

一些人 就连本分都没做
有是非的时候 就会插上一脚
与你高谈阔论

一些人 不会懂得去反省自己
只会努力的找藉口为自己辩护
说他人的不对

困难的时候
人 更加显示得出他们的尾巴
他们只顾着自己的安危
他人的死活 对他而言 与他无关 就算你们交往不浅

要不然 如果你是有利用价值
就算平时与你没两句
他们也会努力的朝向你

什么
亲情 友谊 情感
什么
感恩图报 同舟共济 相亲相爱
什么
礼尚往来 来而不往 非礼也
通通都是过去式

现在式的只有
虚情假意 自私自利 贪图名利
以五十步笑百步

无谓再为他人那么卖力了
根本就没有人稀罕
利用价值完了
人家只会当你是
曾经在他生活中路过的那一位
没有人会记得你的存在

经历过了
原本一颗善良 纯洁的心
转变成一颗可怕 无情的心


人 就是这么的现实
人 就是这么的可悲


简而言之 人都是自私的


学习保护自己！！！

两个人的世界就是天堂

那天晚上，她在路灯下遇到一位受伤的天使

她把他带回家，发现他只有一只翅膀

她每天细心照顾着他，他们爱上了对方

然而，天使总是忍不住看着窗外的天空，渴望在天堂飞翔的感觉

她看见了，想尽办法找寻另一只翅膀，只为了让他快乐

然而她却发现唯一的方法就是献上梦想

如果把梦想给了他，她将永远坠入没有梦的世界，

而天使，也会离她而去

最后，她终于下定决心…

这天晚上，她将亲手打造的礼物交给天使，期待看到他开心的表情

没想到，他也拿出一样礼物

这时她才惊觉，天使的另一只翅膀也不见了

The "HERO"...

Few days ago I heard from my friend that there was an accident happened in TARC(the way go into TARC's hostel from the main gate of UTAR)... My friend was actually trying to show us the video, but dunno what happen to her pendrive or maybe another friend's laptop can't get to open the said video which is saved in her pendrive.. So I go back home myself and search it from youtube..

Actually what is that big deal as you all might think accident is always happened from day to day.. I don't mean you all didn't concern about that lar.. It's just that the accident happened in TARC was the consequence of those like to act as so called "hero"...


You will know why I'm saying so after you watch the following video...




The Myvi might be false also lar because he drove quite at the quite middle of the road... But that so called hero just too acting...... PADAM MUKA!!! It's so painful, money wasted for repairing the car... It's so embarrasing as a Tarcian, Malaysian...


So, DON'T EVER TRY TO DO THE SAME THING AS THAT GUY!!!


(p/s: This might be happened for couples of month ago... I know I'm outdated... kekekekk...)

誊清 誊清

上文提到说遇到朋友的女朋友
其实 应该说是前女朋友
原来 他们真的是分手了

我竟然还那样问她
是否是XXX的女朋友
可是她也没表明说她不是啊

当初他告诉我说
他跟他的女朋友分了的时候
我还以为他是开玩笑的
（因为他讲话都喜欢“团团转”的）
没想到 竟然

不过 那是他们的私事
只希望他们能够找到自己的最爱
有情人终成眷属

“奇遇记”

今天
一如往常的 我走路出去等巴士

一到巴士站 塔尔的巴士就停在哪儿了

我平时都喜欢坐靠窗边的位子
上了巴士 都快没位子坐了
所以唯有坐在靠窗边位子的隔壁
（!@#$%^&*_+~）[复杂化!]

那辆巴士应该是7：40am的（从学院）
不过 我不知道他几点才会从我这里（云顶阁）出发去学院
我上巴士时 已经是7：50am了
坐我隔壁的那位女生问我巴士几点才会开？
我也就老实的告诉她我不是很清楚

她很紧张的说她八点就要上课了
还说希望巴士快点开车
不久后 巴士就开了
她好像很开心的 谢天谢地了
呵呵

这女生也蛮可爱的
一路上她都一直跟我讲话
毕竟 我们都不认识对方的啊

从我来KL这么久以来
就从来没有遇过像这样的一个人
会跟陌生人谈天的
哈哈

她也是final year学生
不过她是Accounting系的
还谈到了要不要去UK的Top Up Programme耶
哈哈
竟然能够跟陌生人扯到那么远

后来突然想起我有个朋友
也是和她同一个科系的
我借了他Pendrive很久了都还没还给他
（不是我不要还他，是他自己说有见到面才还的）

那 我就想 她那么可爱
应该品格还好吧
就麻烦她帮我把Pendrive还给他

我就先跟她说了他的名字
问她是否认识他时
她先是给了我另外一个人的全名
我说不是 而是XXX

“哦。。。是他。。”

太好了 她认识他
那我就可以托她帮我把Pendrive还给他咯
哈哈

后来 我才问起了她的名字
先是 我还不以为意
然后 我再跟她double confirm她的名字

哦。。。！！！
是XX！！
那 你是XXX的女朋友咯？
（原来她是那Pendrive主人的女朋友！）
呵呵
世界真是小啊！！！

一路以来
每每问起那Pendrive主人关于他女朋友的事时
他都不回应的
就连照片都没看过

其实 曾经在学院有看过他的女朋友的
不过 都没有记得她的样子
所以 早上看到她时也没想到
呵呵

XXX
你的女朋友曝光了啦！！！
不用你的介绍
我已经认识她了！！！
哈哈

后来 她跟我拿了我的MSN和电话号码
然后 她赶时间要上课去了
（到学院时已经是8点了！）
而我和她上课的地方又不一样
所以就各自走各自的

我跟她
竟然在那短短五分钟的路程
就这样认识了
哈哈

谢谢你，辛苦你了

那三天之前
我并不对你的到来那么的期盼
那三天之后
我反而对你的离开是依依不舍

我又重新跌入闷闷的世界
就像是一个人的生活
好孤独 好寂寞 好无助

短短的三天
我竟然不懂得珍惜
还上演了一段不开心的插曲

对不起
我知道 我又让你伤心了
我知道 我又让你心痛了

虽然已经过了
我却还很内疚
我却还很心痛
对你说出了那样的话

我知道 我是个麻烦的女朋友
我知道 我是个野蛮的女朋友
我知道 我是个难搞的女朋友

幸好 是你在我身边
幸好 你都迁就着我
幸好 是你陪伴着我
很庆幸 总有你的存在

再一次的对不起
因为 有很多的功课要完成
所以 都没有办法陪你
因为 明天还有一个考试
所以 连我们的三周年庆祝也泡汤了

总是责怪你
抛下我一个人在这里
事实上
我是该谢谢你的

你让我成长了
你让我学会很多东西了
你让我学会独立了

谢谢你，辛苦你了

Boring blog!! =D

Week 6 just passed... Almost half sem already right now!!! Another 8 weeks left for my life in TARC!!! But all the assignments are on due date sooner and sooner.. I can't breath... Life is just so tiring...

Now, I'm supposed meet with Ney d... Well... something goes wrong again with his car.. But at this time, his car is just okay and on the way to my house(KL).. unfortunately..now is the time for all the OL, OB/OM to get to their home and he's now suffering in traffic jam!! (He went Cheras to look for his friend there for repairing his car) While, I'm suffering here and praying hard to meet up with him as earlier as possible..

For sure I miss him lar... But for another reason is that I got my assignment discussion at 830am tomorrow!! I've not come out with anything yet up to now.. Cause yesterday night was preparing for today's presentation and didn't work for other assignments yet.. and I hope he'll be arriving earlier, so I could have my dinner earlier(my mum and his mum cook something for me..kakaa...) and I can do my assignment mar.. As I am hungry+sleepy right now, I hope to fill up my stomach first and start the assignment.. But...dunno when only will he be back here.. =`(

So, while waiting for him to get back here and I got no mood to do my assignment yet also.. Then just fill up my time and don't waste it for bli bla here..hahaa...

My pocket goes dry soon already lar.. When only the stupiak government change its slow motion behavior ar??!!! Already half sem and left only another half sem..why don't credit our balances yet?? haizz.. Hopefully I can get it by next week..Otherwise I have to makan sendiri d.. haha...

Nothing SPECIAL happen to my life these few days.. dunno what should I update in this blog... =/

Hahaa... just get Ney's call.. He reached d!! hhehee... blog again next time!! hahaa.. Bye!! =)

Good choice?

These two days has been attending to several talks regarding to our choices after graduated our advanced diploma(AD) course...

The 1st one which held on the Monday ago, about Liverpool John Moores University(LJMU), UK summer semester programme. This programme will be started in June, 2009, which after we completed our AD. It is going to complete within 14 weeks and then come back M'sia. This is a top-up programme to get our Honours Degrees. The fees is 3,298pounds... As recently the exchange rate is 1 pound = RM 5.5, converted the fees amount to RM, it is about RM20,000. It's quite cheap and worth to go...(Compared to our seniors time, the exchange rate is 1pound = RM6.++). But, dunno whether this rate would be raised few months later on or not..

The 2nd talk is about taking Master in Napier University(NU), Scotland. This programme is longer than LJMU one's. It takes 1 year+15weeks to complete. 1 year will be at M'sia(it's part-time) and another 15 weeks will be continued in NU. The fees is more expensive than LJMU as well. It is about 5,000pounds.

The 2nd talk, I would not take it for definitely due to the fees is much expensive and I don't think I am able to cope with it as it's Master programme. So now, the LJMU programme is under my consideration...

Almost all my friends are thinking about this programme... But the main reason for us is WE HAVE NO MONEY!!! We need approximately RM30,000 to go for the programme(if the exchange rate doesn't increase much).. There's some loans available for us to borrow la..But then the interest rate is quite high.. and the 2nd reason is we don't know whether we manage to clear all the papers before going to UK or not..

Yesterday I had been talking with my dad.. and I know he wishes me to join the programme.. cause might be easier to get career as we are actually holding UK certificate if we do join the programme!!! But, if the world is still having recession after we back from UK, it's hard to get any career..and we will not be able to repay our loan..

But for me, what I am actually concerned is that I'm stressed when my dad asking me to read some documents for him while I donno what is the document referring to. As I have never touched on any investment stuff, applying for subsidiaries, insurance and so on, how could I answer such question if dad ask me ler? Yet, he say like holding higher certificate must be able to do/know everything!!! HELP ME!!! It doesn't mean so k... I'm stressed! Cause he's just like anger on it!!! I just don't like and pressure!!! If I go for the programme+using his money... I can't imagine what is going to be again if I can't help him for such conditions..!!!

Now, he is wishing me to go.. for sure I want to go also lar!!! Though he's still able to sponsor me to go, I just don't feel like wanna spend his money. Cause all are his 'blood sweat money'... I'd rather asking him to spend his money to go for travelling with mum instead of sponsor me.. Maybe that is the way of how he loves us lar... But just sometimes I can't refrain from his temper..

I think I will go but I will choose to borrow loans to join this programme.. But I will ask for further information about the loans first before I make the decision to go UK... For sure, I must aim myself to pass all my exam during this final sem!!! I must believe I CAN!!! hahaa...



Gambatte Orange!!! ;-)

"Common Sense"

今天才知道原来大家都有同感
哈哈

不了解自己的人
该改一改自己了吧？

不要随便踩上人
不要没大没小的
不要那么情绪化
不要扮可爱
不要小器

要有gentleman点
要大方点
要礼让点

真的是涂上了日晒雨淋也不怕的漆耶！！！

请反省！！！

自量一点！！！

把自己的生活过得紧迫
不觉得很辛苦吗?
就算你不介意
也不需要拖人下水吧

每个人都有感觉 感受 自尊心
不是随意让你踩上的
没听过同舟共济吗？
为什么还要那么自我？

不要以为自己付出很多
要想想自己做的东西有什么价值
不要乱乱批评人家
事先请你评估一下你自己

现在的人怎么都这么自以为是啊？！
以为自己做得很好
结果 搞得一塌糊涂
潇洒走一回
是内乱？还是谈妥了？或许相反的搞不定了？

Fairness, Transparency, Accountability齐全了吗？
Management都做得不好
还要硬硬逞强
是顽固？是幼稚？

现在被磨得苦一点
将来就会过得容易一点
酱不是很好吗？

迟或早？
有分别吗？
是像新加坡的“kiasu”吗？
不觉得很累吗？

不要什么东西都背上身
是因为得到好的回酬就可以炫耀一番也好
还是要让人家觉得你很勤力也好
你的所作所为不再让人觉得钦佩





请自量一点！！！

尊重别人也等于尊重自己！！！

把自己搞成这样是一件很可悲的事！！！

A nausea meaLLLLL

What the hell happen to me this whole day!!!

I used to take 2 meals only during weekend, which the 1st meal is actually breakfast+lunch and another meal is dinner for sure liao lo..

Today's 1st meal I go to pack 1 nasi goreng at the mamak stall downstair of my flat...
Well.. when having this nasi goreng.. I suddenly got a feel like it's so dirty :S .. after tis meal, I feel like wanna vomit+dizzy in this whole day till now!!! I tried to eat some biscuits in chocolate flavor, eat some plums, drink 100plus... All these stuffs are my favorites also don't make me feel better... At night, I only drink milo+biscuits.. Yet....... no changes...

I start thinking what's go wrong.. Will it be my gastric problem again? But I don't feel any pain of my stomach... Or I keep on thinking it's dirty and make me feel nausea... OMG!!! I feel very uncomfortable larr!! Argghhh!!!

Or is this mamak stall got some problem actually? Last time I bought nasilemak ayam from this mamak stall.. Also, it caused me feel almost the same.. But this time I feel very much different and uncomfortable!!! Sure, Sure... Sure this is the main reason!!! I swear.. I swear I will never go da bao anything from this mamak stall again!!!

Today is really bad day for me... Didn't do anything else cause of this!!! MY ASSIGNMENT ar!!! I hate it I hate it I hate it!!! Damn damn damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hopefully I will get better by tomorrow..... NO!! should be 'recover'...NO!! MUST RECOVER by tomorrow!! I don't wanna fall into any kind of sick as there're so many assignment gotta complete and it's on due date soon!!! and also... 5 days from now neyney coming again!!! I dont want to show him my sick face and worst thing is... might be 'scolded' by him... =p

Anyway, I will take good care of myself and won't let myself fall into any such circumstances again!! No worries... I'm grew up already... Don't treat me like a little child though I like it.. =p

Please support me =p

Yeah...
Congratulation to myself!!!
Cause I get to add in 'Add Ads' of Nuffnang which recommended by XC before...

What is this stuff about?
This is a way to earn money...
As long as you are hardworking for blogging for something interesting...
And attracted many visitors...
You can earn even much money...

I rejected her recommendation before...
Cause of I thought I am lazy and won't update my blog so often..
Plus, not much 'friends' come and visit to my blog...

So, what is the purpose I added this stuff into my blog right now?
Because, I 'privatized' my blog before for few friends only...
But now, I'm trying to publicize it...
Hahaa...

Hopefully you all can visit to my blog frequently...
So only I get to earn my first RM50 from Nuffnang sooner...
Hahaa...



p/s : Please support me... =D

Loneliness is a good thing to try

Again, a place for me to spill out my feeling
Hopefully I could be getting better after this

Try to keep myself into silence mode
Yet, it seems not work for me

I wish to change myself
But, I failed to make it

Since then, I'd prefer to be alone and silent
I'd like to get away from anything

I'm getting even like loneliness
Loneliness is good at the sometimes

Reality make human beings suffer
It doesn't bring happiness

What you did and thought there's a point there
Is actually do not seemed by the others
It makes you feel unhappy

Tiring of thinking all these stuffs
But, I just can't stop myself from thinking of it

If silence is my nature inner
I'd appreciate it so much as I'd learnt so much now

I wish to be alone sometimes
Do not have to take care of anything
Nobody will care what you did
Except the one loves you the most
That could be interesting for me, perhaps




Loneliness ain't a bad thing right???

Loneliness is good to be tried...