Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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It has been quite a long time I have never updated my blog... Hehee...

Now is the 2nd week of my holidays..which also means the last week of my holidays... This coming Sunday I have to go out KL again..sob sob...=(

I got to leave my family and also my NeyNey again...haizz...
We got to meet only 2 times.. Sorry for can't accompany You... And I also understand that You have to work.. But, it's okay.. Never mind... Left only half year... We might be come back to each other again.. Hehee... We must gambatte oo!!! Dun worry me.. I'll take very good care of myself... You too oo!!!

Before this holidays.. My plan was going to S'pore... But this plan spoilt lastly.. Cause of my sis is not free to bring me out.. Plus, I realised that my loan is not really enough to cover all my final sem expenses if I go S'pore.. I dun want to ask my dad to pay me all my expenses.. I feel so hard if I ask him to bank in to me.. He is old already.. While my elder sis is still...... haizz...

I'm so envy that others' siblings can always gather together and yamcha and chitchat happily.. How come my siblings are different??? Others' sisters always bring them for travelling or buy them gifts.. Why isn't my sisters?? Always saying that she is busying for working and this and that... Has never called me or concern me since I study in college.. Even when she is signing in MSN also never say 'hi'... Haizz.. Sad and disappointed to have such sister...

Nothing to do at home during this holidays... Only watch the TVB drama which I had downloaded during exam periods..and online sometimes..But was lazy to update my blog...hahaha... Dun worry la Ney.. I do miss you la.. haha... But you have never visit to my blog for long time also right??? ahahahaa...

By the way.. I hope that you dun blame me that I can't go to find you.. The main reason is that I got no transport..should say..nobody can fetch me to Lumut Jetty..and you also know my family la.. I'm so sorry about that... And also... I'm really thankyou very much for always understand and accomodate me... Thank you very much.. =D

Friday, September 5, 2008

矛盾!!!

好久没来这里报到了。。。
因为现在在忙着Final Exam。。。

才刚考完一科。。。
还有三科。。。
还要等到十九号才能考完。。。
好像还有很久似的。。。

心情好像不在。。。
很想要努力的去明白 去记熟它。。。
但是却一直做不到。。。

心情好像一直在等待十九号的过去。。。
很想要它快快来。。。
但是却还不想那么早回家。。。

可是 还是很矛盾。。。
因为 好像有很想早点回家。。。
我常在想像。。。
我们在自己家乡约会的时候。。。
会是怎么样的呢???
会不会是和我想像的一样呢???
不知道 你是否也有在想像呢???
嘻嘻。。。