Please Don't Treat Us Like A Ball !!!

If you wanted others to treat you better
Then you should take the initiative to treat others better

If you have already got your own decision in your heart
Then please don't propose the suggestion to others

Yesterday
This matter has, again, arose
The matter was arising cause of your very initial action took against to

Now
Please don't, again make a decision, which in your mind, is reasonable
But, has never think of others'
I had already told you clearly about my mind
I would never follow your decision

We are not your anything
Please don't treat us like a BALL
The reason is the same as you said
"Looking for their helps only if you got problem"
It is the same as
When you need us, we have to be available for you to play
When you don't need us, we are nothing to you and throw us away

Since you said
"Why don't we proposed this matter to the others since we got different decision"
I knew that you wish to be worked together with them
If so, what's for you asked me?
Is it if I say okay then you'll go on your decision without asking them?
But, why don't you ask them directly as well instead of asking me first?

You said
"If you didn't ask them, you'll feel like you're the MAJOR SHAREHOLDER"
I was wondering
I was so wondering how come you would feel so?
I thought you are always behave like that and that's not a big deal?

1 year ago
You are the First one to grab those are UTILIZABLE to you
You are the One throw them away first

1 year after
You are the One feel 'guilty' to them
You are the One wanna get them back?
Sounds so funny

Actually
The reason I don't want to be worked together with them
Is because of I know too much about their behavior
I know that I might be BULLY by them
You and her, she and she, while I'm alone
Who is going to help me?

You all are of the same type of persons
So you all got the same topics
But, I am clearly know that I'm none of yours
I feel not happy to be with you all

1 matter you had again arised
He is not gentleman
Yup, I know
But I think he is better than what you had did towards me!
"Proposed one thing, Did another thing"!
I don't even wanna mention about this again
Yet, you raised it
Have you ever think that's might be your Fault?

Today
Something has been happened
It seems you still not notice about your problem

Ya
I knew that you gals are always having meals together
And you feel like if you still don't want to join them as a group
Feel like so funny and very weird

Okay
If so, I'm always joining the other gang of friend for meals also
Then, is it meant I have to join them for group assignment as well?
Honestly, I'm wishing so much if I could
I feel comfort to be with them
I feel I am who I am when joining them
But, I can't do anything


I am not trying to say how terrible you are
But at least, I wanted to let you know how I'm feeling(even though you dunno I got this blog)
Just try to consider of others' thinking and feeling


PLEASE DON'T EVER TREAT US LIKE A BALL!!!

Relax =)

Hooray!!!!~~~~

Finish my tax assignment finally... huh....
This assignment had really grabbed us a lot of times... Few days ago, all of my group members gathered together to discuss and do on it for almost 12 hours... It means half day!!!!! Sounds we're so pity right...?? But, that's the truth as we are all blurring in taxation!!! Definitely make us slow down our works!!! Today, we finished it already... Hahaa... But, tiring lo..... =(

Even though this tax assignment had already killed us, I found that it's interesting and happy when spent the time to do it with my group members...
During previous assignments, they din put effort on it(as I saw)... But this time, they are much more serious already!!! *happy =)

They did their parts and keep on searching for the related informations... I saw their hardworking and efforts in this assignment!!!!! That's the group members I like!!! *wink ;)
But I was thinking... Is that the more difficult the assignment is, the more effort they put in?? hahaa.. Not to think so much la right now... I just hope that they will keep on this spirit until the next sem as well!!! heheee...

Ok Ok... Come back, come back Orange... You still got an oral to go in next week... Don't try to relax yourself so much!!! I hate to be asking question by lecturer, tutor or whatever situation in which I need to answer question in front of public!!!! As my english language is not good at all...I'm even worried about it!!! I'm even even nervous about it!!! I'm even even even scared of it!!! T_T

Anyway... I'll get myself relax for today and starting to study MCSP on tomorrow...(Hopefully I can make it...=p)

Orange....Gambatte Kudasai!!!!!

=)

不要给自己烦恼，好吗？加油！

还记得Gambateh Kudasai的那一篇吗？

“如果你不给自己烦恼。。。
别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。。。
因为你自己的内心，你放不下。。。”

我知道你常常要为了这，为了那而烦。。。
可是一步一步来好吗？？？

一个人。。。
不可能可以在一个时间内做完好几件事。。。
除非你是万能的！！！

从另外一个角度想。。。
或许你现在要做的东西很多。。。
你没有时间休息，做你想要的东西。。。
可是，你时常都说啊。。。
“你所付出的，就将会有回报”
现在或许需要辛苦点。。。
可能，将来就会幸福点啊！！！

打从我们出世的那一天开始。。。
我们就得面对这一些日子。。。
这就是所谓的人生吧。。。？？？

如果你现在没有办法面对你现在的问题。。。
那，以后呢？未来呢？
你所面对的问题。。。
或许就是老天爷给予你的挑战。。。
好让你更成长，更成熟！！！

还有，你回答我的‘人生之苦’吗？？？

“人生会苦是你给不到他人的快乐。。。
而你感到世上的痛苦。。。

烦恼。。。
是因为你没有寻找到真正的快乐。。。
忘不了你的仇恨。。。
加上想要的比需要来得多。。。
才会产生烦恼。。。”

那，我再多奉劝你。。。

“不要为明天忧虑。。。
因为明天自有明天的忧虑。。。
一天的难处一天当就够了。。。”

不要忘记。。。
你还有我啊！！！
虽然没办法在你身边。。。
但我会给你精神上的支持！！！

要加油哦！！！